What do you call a person who has no guts... COWARD OFCOURSE. Man, I've been absent for a whole week because of an idiot who doesn't even know the meaning of "good manners".
Yeah, he confessed his love to me on the 22nd of July and gave me a bracelet. I work in the same office as him for almost 5 months now and I never thought he was such a stubborn coward. I hope he is reading this because it's the only way to express my anger and to show him what I really think about his rude behavior.
On the 25th of July he took me to the same place where he had confessed his love to me. I swear to God that I was been snuggling and cuddling him for 2 hours, expecting to kiss me but in stead of that he just said that he didn't had the "guts" and that it was too "soon". I was like:"WTF! You know me for fudgeing 4 months now". Okay, I showed understanding and left it like it was because he also had told me that he never had a girlfriend before (now I do understand why). Afterwards he asked me if I could join him for "Simpsons The Movie" at Sunday in the cinema. I've agreed but I got sick on Saterday and couldn't join him. Still I gave him a date in a cafe because I missed him and wanted to give him the gift I had bought. He made me wait there for almost 30 minutes with a full headache and a bad stomache. I've got worried and phoned him. He said he was outside and was supriced I was inside. Later he even claimed that he was going to call me after 30 minutes because he thought our date was at 13.30 plus he claimed that I had called him at 13.25. Talking about A STUBBORN GIT and this after I had send TWO messages clearly telling the place and the hour of our date. When he finally got in the cafe, he just said "hello" and throw himself as a bag of patatoes in the chair in front of me. At that moment, my anger was rising above my collar because first he made me wait there for almost 30 minutes, then he doesn't even care to say "sorry" and now he was just smiling at my face like an idiot while I was telling him a very serious matter. The whole conversation long he answered nothing but "Yeah" and "Okay". I just got so mad and even asked him to stop smiling.
A while later I presented him my gift and he just took it, opened it, looked at it for a moment, put it back in the box, closed the box, put it next to him and continued smiling like an idiot. I was expecting a hug, a kiss or at least a "thank you" but noooooo!
A moment later I've told him that I also got an appointment with Rufus (My Günsche) and I was going to leave. He said okay and joined me till the place where I was going to meet Rufus. When he met Rufus, he didn't say anything (not even "hi" or "pleased to meet jou") and kept staring at him. After a while I took him outside to say goodbye. I was so happy I've got rid of him because I was fed up with his rude behavior.
That day I had also promised my friend Yunaomi to hold a photoshoot and mister coward was just dying to see me in corset. So, I went to Yunaomi (still with an headache and a bad stomache) to make those pics. When we were preparing I took a pic of myself in costume with my celphone and send it to him by MMS. He answered with one sentance "you look beautifull as expected". I didn't reply but a moment later he send another texting with again one sentance: "you look breathtaking". I knew there was something wrong because normally he would stalk me with messages but now he didn't say anything at all.
To make the long story short, after a while I decided to break up with him. Not only because of his immature rude behaviour but also because he had shoved the responsability on me if he would fail at work. He was been promoted to manager and the tasks were way too difficult for him. He contantly send messages complaining about my collegues and telling that they were nagging his head off. When I asked him why he was acting rude, he just simply said that "they" made him do difficult jobs and at the same time I had "showed up" in his life. I was like: "HELOOOO DUMBOOOO, you came confessing your love to me. If you couldn't handle both so why the fudge did you date me!"
So, I wrote him a letter and gave it to him. He didn't really appriciated it and phoned me 15 times when he had ended his service that day. I called him back and was been confronted with the most immature explaination ever. He said that he was suspecting that I was bisexual, that I had (ab)used him, that people at work (ab)uses him, that "they" used him to get people fired and when he finished with ranting, he just said that I MISUNDERSTOOD everything and that I must give him another chance. I explained him that I was an honest person and that I can't "act" like I'm in love with him and while I was telling that there are girls who will take advantage of him, he hung up on my face.
Just a minute later he came to my street and begun to search for my house. Fortunatly my dad and a neighbour were outside my door and saw him. My dad thought he was a thief and jelled at him. He got scared and run away. Still my dad caught him at his car and he gave my dad a piece of paper. Back home my dad gave it to me. It was just a stupid loveletter where he begged me to forgive him. I just ignored it and that's what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life I guess. IGNORE HIM LIKE HE WAS AIR!
HERE IS A MUSICVIDEO OF GARBAGE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETsSdunVuys
"MAYBE YOU'LL LEARN SOMETHING OUT OF IT, YOU IDIOT!"
I'm so happy this finally got over! I'm so happy that rude stubborn idiot is out of my life. Now I can at least concentrate myself to my work and my cosplay.
It was so funny when I told this whole story to a friend and to make me happy, he made that one joke out of the Simpsons: "This was Ripje (Edna Krabable). You only get one chance with Ripje (Edna Krabable)" I was laughing my head off XD XD XD XD
