Sometimes i think that my tastes are manlier than the common women ones. I like to see mecha anime, play action RPG than japanese RPG (i.e.: i hate final fantasy), war movies, wrestling and also the Champion's League soccer cup... But there's something that makes me feel like a woman all the time: i hate chilean (and latinamerican, except brazilean) soccer.

Why? because it's SO boring. And chilean soccer players aren't sexy (they're FUGLY) to compensate the waste of watching the matches. 

 Now, all the country is paying atention to America Cup. Again, chileans are playing. They're BAD and BORING. I think that i'll just watch the match between Chile and Brazil just because i think brazilean players are so good and fun (the opposite to chileans). Not sexy too, but fun as hell. They play like they were dancing with the ball!! i really enjoy watching them.

In this moment i'm so pissed off because the late night news doesn't seem to start because the channel is re-broadcasting the match between Argentina and the US. And if the news doesn't start, then CSI will be broadcasted till 3 AM AGAIN! ;O;

I'm starting to feel like a woman again cause i want to watch my f***ing show ;O;

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oooh, i'm so bored!!!! and i'm warm in my bed because i moved the desktop and i can be in the internets under the sheets :3... i don't want to sleep yet.

I was searching things on eBay just for fun, because i don't have money right now to buy anything (my mom haven't sended my monthly money yet). I love to purchase wigs ;O;! I LOVE good quality wigs.

In Chile, we don't have convenient stores to buy good wigs. Well, we have one, but is expensive as hell. A common 33" kanekalon wig costs near to 250 dollars there!! All we have lef is some chinese plastic wigs that doesn't look THAT bad. I don't like the fact that they came just in a few styles and colors (short, half ponytail, large, curly and straight), and they're SO plastic and shiny

So, i buy my wigs on eBay. I 've bought 6 wigs, all from different sellers and they're pure LOVE.

My favourite one is a curly LONG as longcat brown wig. I bought it from cosplay wig and i plan to restyle it for my Suiseiseki. I will straighten it and make the two curls at the tips =). I'm not bad in styling, and i'm just waiting till Tito (sektor_ki) bring me back my styrofoam head. I already have all the materials to start =)

My trouble now is making the costume. Again is about my bad luck with commisioners and my incapability at sewing. Edge-chan would give me the number of a seamstress that helps her to sew her costumes, and i'm thinking in ask her the Suiseiseki dress. I really want to go as her and do a good job with the suit.

Maybe someone will get pissed, but i hadn't see any good chilean Suiseiseki yet. All of the ones who tryied to make her fails in one or in various points (not EPIC fails yet, but fails after all): fabric, hair, props, not using a good petticoat (or not using it)... but the most important part is: charisma O_O!!!

Suiseiseki is a charming character. One of those characters that isn't easy to perform because her intrincated personality. She's like me in a lot of points, and that's why i think that i'll be a good Suiseiseki. Even if my body doesn't resemble at all a ball jointed doll.

Now, i want to buy more wigs. The next goal is to buy a set of ponytail and short wig for my Excellen Browning costume, and then maybe a long royal blue one... I'm getting in love of Konata from Luchy Star!!!

Long blog is loooooooong. It's 3:30 AM and i'm so bored =/

C.S.I. Las vegas just started, i will turn off the PC right now and with a little luck i'll be sleeping when it finishes. I just hope that the chilean tv buy the copyrights of the 4rth, 5th, etc seasons, i'm tired of watching the same episodes again and again...

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I think that my depression passed to the second level: i feel plain (not sad, not happy, just... plain) and bored, I'm sleeping LOTS of hours every day (i go to bed between 2~3 AM. Normally, i wake up between 10~11 AM, but now i'm waking up at 3:30~4:00 PM...), and also I'm eating like a pig again.

This is the phase that i hate the most, because i don't have enough will to go and make the things i need to do,  i don't do any kind of physical excercise or even go outside. And the winter don't help to make me move xD, i just want to stay in my bed and turn on the electrical mat.

I think that i would need to go to a psychiatrist soon and get some magical stars (here, psychotropics had a green star marked in the box, that's why we call them "magical stars") to control my anxiety. If i don't do this soon, there wouldn't be a future for my Yoko and my Kallen since i'm gaining weight again ._.

soooo... i'm going to watch my soap opera, c ya soon =)

(i'm addicted to them ) 

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OMFG, it's so cool today. Well, since the last wednesday. Yesterday, when i came back to home from my best friend's house, there were just 0.5 ºc outside D:... and there's no gas left on the container of the heather... My hands are cold ;O;

I started to work on Koyori today. I made the patterns for the apron and the muffler, but i'm to freezed to try cutting them on fabric (if my fingers are numb in normal conditions, it's clear that i would ruin more the fabric if i try to cut it now) I really would like to wear Koyori in kodama in July 7th, but all depends of the wigs. I ordered them (yes, them. The blue one for Koyori and a short pink one for... hnm... maybe HAruko Haruhara or Haman Karn, all depends of the quality of the wig and it's fullness) a few weeks ago.

hnm... I'm not really convinced about going to kodama after all... the winter transforms me into a bear and i just want to hibernate at my home...

I'll go to get some hot tea, i hope it helps to warm up a bit my hands

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ooooh how bored i'm right now =_= and the nights are getting colder and colder. Today we will have -3ºc _ My fingers are blue _

I sleeped all the afternoon, and i woke up at 00:15 am O_o. Now, 3 hours later, i'm bouncy and bored.

Nobody is online here on in the other forums i use to lurk, and i don't want to download MSN again yet.

I should watch more Ideon or Heroic Age till i get sleepy again, but i'm so lazy to do that (i recently formated my c: drive so i don't have video codecs)

Uh, after sleep this afternoon, i realized how much i used to love Gunbuster, so when i finish to tune up my body (mostly for Gurren Lagann's Yoko and Kallen from Code Geass), maybe i'll give Noriko a chance.

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durr hurrr, i'mn addicted to this site now. Pimpin' the home page, uploading pics, chatting with nice people from other countries (one of the best parts of cosplay is met people from other countries, IMHO), posting in the forums.... uuuh

lots of things to do ^^

Today i'm a little more happy, i think that's because my "days" are finishing, so my hormones are more stable now.

About my loneliness, that's just my nature. I'm lonely and depressive after all, and there's nothing i can do about that. And it's a vicious circle, because the only thing that helps me to go out from my depression is people who cheers me up a little and make me laugh... and now... well... i'm alone. For choice. but alone after all

I really want to have a hueg (like xbox) group of friends like in the old good times. Being accepted in a group for me is a hard task, again because of my strange behaviour. And when i'm starting to feel accepted, something happens and everything's gone...

Too much emo-ness tonight =(, the winter and the hormones are guilty for this. 

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i have lots of cosplay projects that need to be done. I really want to do them, but i have a big problem for someone that loves cosplaying as me: i don't know how to sew. And the worst part is that i will never learn how to because a strange cerebral malfunction that makes my manual capabilities go close to 0. I just CAN'T cut anything with scissors and the times i've tryed sewing in a sewing machine all becames a mess X_x (i broke 3 needles by the way)

The only thing i can do semi-well is styling wigs, i have almost 4 wigs styled for myself and 1 for my friend Sektor (that didn't go well because i didn't have caulk at hand to fix the hairstyle =/)

Sadly, my friends who sew never had time to help me or anyone, and the only girl that sews for me is working full time now (full time means sunday to sunday) and she didn't have time to finish her own projects... And buying commisioned costumes from US sellers or even HK sellers in eBay is out of my economical posibilities. Here, making a costume never takes more than 40 dollars cause the fabric and other materials aren't expensive. The cheapest thing on eBay is 100 dollars.

I'm feeling kinda frusterated about this, i really want to cosplay a lot of characters now, and i have the money to buy materials and also to pay commisioners, but nobody wants to take commisions for me here... 

I also didn't know any good seamstress that would take the job.

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Well, i've been dissapeared from the world for a week, i'm kinda confused and strange this days...

I been taking some important decisions the last days so now I feel a little dissapointed about myself. I believed that I was a little more wiz and inteligent, but then I discovered that I'm just a spoiled brat. There's no more love for me IN ME now.

I'm scared about hurting others with my selfish decisions again, that's why i'm hiding from everyone now... friends, family...

And the most sad thing is that anyone seems to care about that. Maybe this feeling is just another of my caprices. It's sad anyway.

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