I don't know how to explain this. but I have never felt this feeling for along time unitl now. I was stressing myself over this clearance that my class was going through. The clearance is basically my pass to start working at the hospitals. and guess what I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!
I'm very proud and happpy for myself. I can now relax and focus on my cosplays for the time being before I go work at the hospitals.
Okay here's the deal. Ever since the olympics happened my parents have been talking about the athletes in latin American countries with a passion. I do Fencing a sport that is still some what in the dark and they never once said anything nice about it or how good look. My mom even said something messed up to me I remember them so vividly it hurts . "Why are you doing a sport that you're not even going to grow in?" she said that with a yell. One of the reasons why I stopped fencing for alittle while before I got back into it 2 months ago. It really sucks having parents that don't cheer you on. The don't even cheer or support me in my cosplays. *sigh* I just wanted to share this story with you guys because I want to show you that you just have to keep going forward in what you do no matter if you don't have any support b/c in the end it's them who are going to regret that they didn't support you while you're there in your full glory ^__^
you know those things that the paramedics or doctors use on a person to start their heart again. Yep the ones that they use and say CLEAR!!! well those things don't actually "jump start" your heart like the myth goes it actually stops the electrical impulses in your heart with electricity. Once that happens the pacemaker of your heart can generally go back to it's normal beating rythym. *sigh* it's hard to explain :p but yea it's also called a defribbulator (sorry i don't know how to spell it :P)