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well.. im not sure how to pull it off, but a friend of mine and i have decided to cosplay a pair of companion cubes from the Amazingly popular game, Portal. If you have any experience of these kind of coaplays [ie a domokun or something] please get back to me, cause we've have NO idea what we're doing. XD
Tags: Portal Companion Cube
Selphie Boots FTW!
6.17.07
well.. went to the mall today. was just lookin around in journeys when i found the PERFFECT boots for selphie, last pair, my size. twas awesome. Seirously, they're full of win. xD id have to say they totally made my day. :D
Metrocon Costumes.. /rolls eyes
6.6.07
i really need to get my ass off the couch. lol. ive only got a monh left to finish a couple costumes.. i could actually do it, but you see, im ou of material. and i need to go to the fabric store. but i have no car. so that makes things hard. selphies not even started yet, i tried it, and it diddnt fit right [i made it waaaaaaaaaay too short] xD, As for misa this cosplay should be pretty easy, but i havent decided if im gonna do the goth or the schoolgirl version, then theres part of me which wants to start a mamimi or a haruko cosplay, and im like screaming at myself because the LAST thing i need to do is to start ANOTHER costume. lol. Ive recently decided to do a C.C. Cosplay from Code Leouch and Rinoa.. but those are for other conventions. so Yea. Anyways i think im gonna go see 28 weeks later with cate and possibly britt tomorrow. We were gonna go see the Naruto Movie, but we have night school, and my parents or cates parents are letting us out. i dont understand why there only showing it on one day at ONE SHOWING! it completely retarted, and im furious. lol. Im tired of typing now, so this blog is overr.. :D
An invisible wound
5.4.07
y'know whats weird. ive been so happy lately. it was crazy. today was good. this week was good. im good. or.. i was. it was..so very strange. normal day. get home, turn on a vidogame. [[ffx]] i was in the mood to start playing it again. so. i do a couple things. and then it goes to a cut scene. and then tidus's voice comes on screen. naturally. i think of yuna and tidus. so happy. so in love. love. and it hurt. i mean. it actually physically hurt. felt like i got hit in the chest with a bat. really. i had to pause. and sit there for a while. and gather up the peices of myself. and still. i dont understand it at all. and now. i have a migrane. and i cannot sleep. im working a project. so thats why. i need to pass for once.
Meet Shy.
4.1.07
This Is Shy. Shy. is My New Character. this picture is horrible. but if you wanna see what he really looks like, ask me at school. ive got him in my sketchbook.
The Same Path..
3.25.07
So ive sat on my bed, for the past 6 hours. and moped, and cried, and thought about nothing in particular. And then i thought, how i had changed since i strted high school. ANd nothing changed. Nothing. The depressing lonely girl i knew way back then has been revealed again. after countering all the battles of the previous times, and here i find myself, on the same path to nothing. Even somehow picking up the same bad habits on the way back. The cutting, crying myself to sleep, depression.. its starting all over again. over nothing. Theres nothing i can do about it. So now i sit here, and look at my old footprints embeded in the gravity-free zone of my mind. and follow the same path. to nothing. hey. maybe ill take a right turn for once. Pfft.. like thats even possible. At the moment. Jared is now my savoir. He just made me feel better than i had in a very long time.
Cosplay :]
3.18.07
Well.. since i havent typed a blog out in awhile.. i decided to give a litttle update on my cosplay.. its funny really.. all the cosplays ive planned to do.. fabric ive bought.. and never done. lol... i have so much fabric its scary.. but anyways...
In Progress
Kingdom Hearts II Rikku [Jacon 07]
Final Fantasy VIII Selphie [Metrocon 07]
Gloomy Bear Jacket w< >
To Do..
FLCL Haruko
Final Fantasy X Rikku
wow. the list shortened quite a bit.. lol.. not for long... but yea..
Megacon Heaven and Hell
2.18.07
yup, i got to go to megacon. and i had an awesome time. got loads of pictures taken, met tons of new friends, oh, and i got jacked. All my stuff was stolen from the rave. my phone, camera, con money, drivers license.. all of it. im pissed. and yea. so that sucked. and ill have to edit this later, cuz my sisters a douche.
Fabulous.
2.12.07
well.. wednesdays valentines day. so, im gonna start early on the depressiveness which is puppy when she feels alone. one more year, and i still have no one.. i mean.. i did.. but well..nevermind that.. i cant go to megacon. I REALLY! wanted to go but.. i got a job this weekend.. and i have to work. Im kinda happy about it.. but then again.. i wanna fudgein go. lol. Finally finished my photography tests.. i passed.. but.. still not outa the hole..forgot about the c average thing..ihave an F. Dammit. But.. i have an A or a B in math..so.. in other words, i fixed the sink, but broke the faucet. lol.. does that make sense? Yea.. so i went to the mall today..first time in forever ive hung out with lin. i had a great time. lol.. gave her some of my milk tea.. she almost puked. HYSTERICAL!! lol.. bought some nifty pants.. and an ubergay ring... its got a strawberry on it.. xD.. but.. yea.. i had fun.. club days are tomorrow.. which means.. i get out of 5 out of 6 classes. i cant wait. lol. i think im gonna skip first. my teachers a moron. And im quite tired of hearing her talk. lol.. ive been skipping alot lately.. today i skipped history an went to both lunches.. fun times..lol.. well.. im gonna go take pics and get used to my camera.... ionly know what about half of the buttons and switches do.. lol.. 35mm film cameras are teh evil. < lol... :}YARLY!?!>
Bleh..
1.27.07
Its rainy..rain makes me think..i spend 16 years putting up walls..keeping people out..to have one boy come.. rip them down..and kill me from the inside..out. i still like him. its driving me crazy.. i hate myself.
Anime Human Chess
1.13.07
well..the tryouts for anime human chess were today, had loads of fun. hope i get a part..^^;; lol roy* was awesome.. i cant say much about it though. But if you missed these auditions today, there are some more tomorrow and next weekend. for more information visit www.metroconventions.com
*-director.. lol
1.5.07
Sorry Guys ^^;;
yyea, dont expect me to answer you. i dont have a computer at the moment.. it blows. so dont send me things expecting me to reply or anything.. ^^;;
12.18.06
Note to Self..
Im always surrounded by friends..and yet..im excruciatingly lonely.. :[
11.21.06
[IMPORTANT]
haha, yea so, Due to my computer explodeydom, i dont getmuch timeon thecomputer anymore..mine died..so, dontexpect me to be on much..jordans a bitch. so. iff youneed to get in touch with me, call me ok?
727-793-8480
11.11.06
Cosplay Organization
yup. well. ive got lots of cosplays. and a total of about 3 are done < so..im taking the time to jot this down to get things straight.>
Tifa: im completely over this one. so much stress.
Namine: [o.o] im actually done with this one. i re-made it and everything. :]
Lucy: [Megacon?] gotta get me a new cami..
Piyoko: [??] i dont even think im doing this anymore..
Mai: [Megacon07] this aint that hard. so..ill attempt it..D
Selphie:[Metro 07?] umm what convention am i doing this for again? xd
Shelke: My new anger issue. its a free time cosplay. and i need the wig for selphie..so i figured i'd do it when ever i felt like it. :D
Tohru: Someday. ill actually do this one..i luff it. but..i havent even tried.
10.16.06
I'm in waay over my head here..
Im totally stressed. Ive got so much work to do and not the energy to do it.. theres leagues of photography assignments, ive got a math test tomorrow, two math assignments, a photography project due friday, a ceramics presentation that was due last week, four pages of cruciable questions, not to mention i have an F in my photography class because lack of assignments.. i think im going to fail ceramics because hes assigning too many projects than he lets us work on. then theres the averace girl problems. i think zach is mad at me for some reason unknown by me. My parents have convinced themselves that im completely worthless and im going to amount to nothing. i need a job, but i cant get one till i get grades. As for extracurricular activities, im in tech and blacklight, im morbidly depressed over not being able to play soccer this year, and since this would be my last year of being elidigble to play. To add to it, im seriously overclocked and i have no time to sleep. im stressed. and its really starting to get to me. im stuck inside, grounded. i never get away from anything.. plus i have saturday school this weekend. And even worse, these arent even half my problems. < am i complaining? yes. and i think i have the right to complain, since im about to kill myself from daily stress induced anxiety attacks. god. i need a fudgeing holiday Because guess what? im tired of putting on that fake ass care free face every fudgeing day. Anybody want to help me kill myself. [not literally fudgetard]>
10.14.06
why am i attracted to the antisocial ones?
How am i supposed to get closer to him if he wont go anywhere? if youre reading this.. YOUR IMPOSSIBLE BOY!!
10.12.06
THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRITSMAS IN 3D?!?!!?
October 20th. Fudging Awesome :D
10.8.06
What the fudge is wrong with people?
Im in a really bad mood right now..i had to cable or internet all weekend..it sucked ass. y'know, you dont notice how fudgeing boring life is when you dont have internet or cable. But anyways..here i go. WHAT THE FUDGE IS WRONG WIHT PEOPLE?!?!? i swear to god why does the misfortune of other make them feel good? So, as i said, i had no cable or internet this weekend. And even worse, brighthouse couldnt do anything about it. So i went to lins all weekend, which i had no problem with, but yea. so i get home today and i asked mom if they found out what happened to our cable, well, at that point she told me that some little fudgeer vandalized the cableboxy-thing out in front of our house by clipping the wires. But not only did the little assholes do it to our house, they did it to four other houses around the block. im so fudgeing angry right now. how stupid is that? i swear if i ever find out who did it im gonna kick some more than likely white-trash ass. :Z. yea. other wise, i had a fun weekend :]
9.28.06
Ok..So i might be grounded..
yea, actually my report card isnt that bad, i got no F's this time (2 D's). lol. its a 2.5 at least and its not like im saying its not my fault. cause it totally was, it was MY decision not to do my work. yea.. but anyways i might be grounded. a couple of days ago i pitched an idea to my 'rents sayin that that take all my electronics and not my freedom. which honestly, i could care less about. Its the freedom part that kills me. So that probly means ill be on a 'haiatus' of sorts till they cut me some slack. so yea.. if im not on as often, youll know why. Z my ficking internet just froze up. so i just had to types this whole thing ALL over again!!!! *eats IE* well..back to the origional message...
Yea so this weekend has been really weird. ive been on one of those FFVII obsession weekends.. Especially after i beat KH2 yesterday..so naturally, Advent children has been in the DVD player all weekend..^.^ well anyways, as i was watching Tifa and Loz's fight scene. i noticed..that the apron part and pleated part of her outfit..arent made of leather!!!! do you know why that makes my life easier? i hate leather. its bitchy. and expensive. and it dosent pleat. and my sewing machine dont like it. and the list goes on. so, now ive been thinking. maybe use the piyoko fabric to make tifa? piyokos fabric is silk. but its weird silk. its light. but its not shiny. so i like it. and what makes it better. i have both black AND white! so im guessing thats my new project. weird.. i guess this weekend is my costume remake weekend. cuz i already remade Namine this mornin. man. i love being detail observant. :]
9.20.06
I cant take much of this anymore..
i reallly cant stand it. i dont mean to complain or anything, but my parents have no faith in me whatsoever. my dad keeps saying that "i should just go get a job at mcdonalds because, hey, thats where im gonna end up anyways." My mom is basicly saying that im gonna be a deadbeat 30 year old person with no job who lives in their mothers basement. They seriously expect me to get good grades when they have no faith in me. They keep telling me that i dont try. How can they even know that if they say things like how im gonna fail in life. thats not motivation. its hell. I try really hard to get good grades. i do everything in my power, sure, i dont do all my work, if i tried to do that id problky pass out from exaustion. im so fudgeing tired of this. Even worse, they ground me fore passing. i dont know what the fudge their problem is, i pass all my classes. but apparently not the grades they want me to make. i hate it. I'm always grounded, and ive missed most of my highschool days due to being stuck up in my room, beause i dont meet their fudgeing standards. im so goddamn tired of it! i dont have enough energy to deal with this, i can barely so my homework as it is. i dont need this. so. dont expect me to be able to do poop anymore after this report card. because ONCE AGAIN. ill be grounded due to my fudgeing high standardized parents.
9.18.06//9.19.06
Excuse me?
Im gonna rant. so, if you dont wanna listen to me, go away. well..if you saw my outfit monday, youd probly know all about it. it was a long dresslike white shirt, and a pair of fudgeing jeans. for SOME reason, i got crap about it. do i have a puppy dress code or something? is there a limitation to what i want to wear. All day i got crap saying that it wasnt normal, and that i dont look myself. well you know what, fudge you all. i can dress the way i feel like fudgeing dressing. if i wanna wear white. the ill wear goddamn white. fudge. not only that, i had a kid in my english class that said i looked weird. normall i wouldnt care, but, on tuesday when i wore a casual black sweater shirt, he said 'hey!, she looks like the spawn of satan again (referring to the white shirt i had on the day before)!" i think i almost killed him. sure i got lots of 'aww shes ccute!" and stuff..but still all i really take to mind is the bad things that people say. and, if your thinking that i shouldnt care about what others think. stop thinking. because guess what. IM A GIRL. thats pretty much all we think about!!! otherwise, i really dont care, i try to look nice, but i dont try that hard. because i dont care. im beautiful with or without the make up. so there. damn.
9.15.06
Apparently..they sell goggles at hess.
well..thats just that. they sell goggles at hess. i thought it was hilarious. just pointing it out. hah..pizza is good after sex. XD if you werent there, you wont get it. so no retarted comments about puppy gettin some. because..itd only make you look like fudgetard. kthx.
oh, and if youre readingg this cuz you saw my 'new blog' bulliten, i diddnt type it up till sunday. so. yea.
9.12.06
I was in a car accident today..
Yea, im completely fine. But it did scare the crap out of my mom though. actually it was really funny.. It wasnt serious, just some truck hit another truck which hit the back of my moms trooper. Although, im glad we diddnt take the sebring this mornin..that wouldah sucked. but yea. just puttin out the memo. XD
9.4.06
Hmmm..One more day...
well, the airport is thrashed here, so im pretty sure me and my dad are staying one more night while my mom and jordan go home. bitch. lol. its hot as hell up here, anywas anime vegas was fun, i couldnt buy much stuff though, due to the fact it all had to fit into like 3 bags..saw the best elfen lied amv to a disturbed song. rawk. so, if ou see me at schoo tomorrah, then i diddnt stay. but..if im notthere , im here!
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