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Ah, the rp comm life...
Posted On: 08/12/2008 12:57:27
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Mmm, I just needed to let this out somewhere, so decided to post here.
Not sure really what to do ^_^; I was invited to join an rp community by a good friend whom she and someone else created, and I did. It's all nice and all, and the rp's and folks are doing well. But I'm really starting to wish things to back to before.
Is it selfish? Before it was often just her and I nightly doing our own private rp or just chatting, letting off stuff from the day. (We are pretty close and all) But now she is ALWAYS busy with this community, with groups, talking about this new rper, posting posting posting posting, commenting, journals, and nearly every time that other person comes on for IMing she gets distracted because she is often just doing all sorts of brainstorming. *sigh* I miss that one on one time. But now it's just set aside because of a silly comm meant for fun.
Like we were going to rp before she went to work, but as soon as the others were on. KAPOOF! Nothing but community distractions. Like seriously, it's been every day since. As if she comes home from work just to do that.
It would be nice just having some friend time without that darn comm. I hate feeling that I've regretted joining, but I doubt it would've made a difference if I hadn't joined. I like it, but the comm isn't my world - I don't to continue with other things too.
Anyway, needed to let stuff off my chest to relax. I feel bad for feeling selfish, but it stinks. My best friend is becoming so preoccupied with this thing, despite being told that this was only a little sideline bit. Trust me, we have talked about this prior. I'm tired of being some sort of nag, or feeling that I'm whiney. But It's wierd because I get reassured then it happens again x_x
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